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hindi ako makakilos, napapagod na ko, lahat nalang nang subukin kong puntahan, pakiramdam ko tinataboy naman ako. ramdamin pang animo’y wala kang importansya. Napapagod na talaga ako. Ayoko na kasi…
And who said wanting to be happy is an easy feat?
when all I’v ever wanted is
Days of the Past
I may not be the simple girl as I would like to think I am, I have my own quirks, my own complications. But at the end of the day, after that long haul, I’m just still a girl… its that plain and simple. If some one who would care enough to notice and look my way, I’d smile, and say thank you for making me feel special. Rare are those moments, moments when someone can actually see through my defenses. Full guard down… which not even the years that had past by, steeled me from those few seconds. Wine is indeed a tragic sweetness waiting to happen. After all those time of staying away, restraining… thinking in what world our connection would work besides in those stolen time? Memories made in secrecy, in hiding. All the paranoia endured will be put in vain… if I choose to indulge in it again. Its such a hard decision to want to relive those moments, when all I want is for some to hold me, make me feel I’m wanted, and to feel I’m safe. I guess I felt it, him missing it as much as I did, but under those, to be safe is out of the question. As much as I’d want this, I felt I was in this scenario just not so long ago.. Different situation… but still the same decision. Am I becoming a big girl? Perhaps no.. just learned.
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Beautiful Old Manila
Gobyerno nga Naman
Kahit noon pa, ayoko na nang gobyerno dito sa Pilipinas. Lalo na pag-ginawa ka nilang consultant at kliyente mo sila sa freelance work. Hindi na nga worth it sa kikitain ko eh. Napipikon na ako. |